Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Poof
I dont know what to write. I wrote 2 relatively long posts and ended up deleting them. DANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Monday, April 12, 2010
Everything we've had.
After keeping myself busy for so long, i finally came to realise that my heart is still aching over the past. Not that its love, but its just something left unsettled. It brings tears to my eyes, aches to my heart and also saddness to my mind.
Why cant 2 ex lovers be friends? Why cant we live amicably and be good friends? Why must we have such awful conversations with each other time after time? Why cant we have a proper talk and sort things out and then FINALLY be friends again? It hurts so badly you know?
I have to keep up with so many things happening in my life. I have to please many people thts surrounding me, I need to consider many factors before i even decide to do something. For the mistakes i've made before, im sorry. For the harsh treatments i gave before, im sorry. I just want to have a proper conclusion of how we were, and how we could be. I know things wont go my way because of your stubborness, but all i wanna do is to try, even if chances are slim.
Life hasnt been easy after the toll, life hasnt been smooth after the call for an end. But i just want something thats the best for us and something that would keep us strong as friends. I wanna love your family and you equally AS FAMILY. Sigh. this is just such a heartache.
Why cant 2 ex lovers be friends? Why cant we live amicably and be good friends? Why must we have such awful conversations with each other time after time? Why cant we have a proper talk and sort things out and then FINALLY be friends again? It hurts so badly you know?
I have to keep up with so many things happening in my life. I have to please many people thts surrounding me, I need to consider many factors before i even decide to do something. For the mistakes i've made before, im sorry. For the harsh treatments i gave before, im sorry. I just want to have a proper conclusion of how we were, and how we could be. I know things wont go my way because of your stubborness, but all i wanna do is to try, even if chances are slim.
Life hasnt been easy after the toll, life hasnt been smooth after the call for an end. But i just want something thats the best for us and something that would keep us strong as friends. I wanna love your family and you equally AS FAMILY. Sigh. this is just such a heartache.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Thank God
I really want to get myself a new camera. Urghhhh.
Went to Picadally Circus and tried their famous Buffalo Wings.
Level 4, initially i was pretty terrified, was afraid that i would prolly burn the walls of my stomach. haha but little did i know that, I DID NOT!
Seeee, i can take spicy food. Well not only was it spicy, it contains a strong taste of tabasco sauce too. That prolly explains why it was sourish.
Then we had a M-POP session. Had some videos taken down, it turned out FREAKING HILARIOUS. hahah.
Oh anyway, back to the camera topic.
And so i said, i really want to get a compact camera, like REALLY. not that the fujifilm one isnt good. Just that i felt that i wanted to have a digital cam, a compact cam, a DSLR in future, fisheye maybe.. Well. just lomography please..
oh well .. we'll just see how things go.
Anyway, the wedding yesterday was GREAT, i got to catch up with my old friends. everyone is doing so well now and i just cant help but to feel happy for them. Yet everyone was still the same! Awwww i just miss them all over again. So as we're at the wedding, they were playing some indian songs, and i realised a overly mad woman, sitting next to me shaking her head and singing along with the song, while fiddling with her iphone. i couldnt help but to diss her. and even till now i am still dissing her. many might think this woman im talking about is a stranger to me. Noo wayy. hahaha, she is none other than, Vhiska Yoganandhini. Yes, this indian mama asked me to write about her. and there she have it.
OH.. before i even end this post, i would like to thank my cousin WEIWEI! hahaha, because she motivated me to blog this entry! FYI, its pouring cats and dogs outside. SICK MANN.
Went to Picadally Circus and tried their famous Buffalo Wings.
Level 4, initially i was pretty terrified, was afraid that i would prolly burn the walls of my stomach. haha but little did i know that, I DID NOT!
Seeee, i can take spicy food. Well not only was it spicy, it contains a strong taste of tabasco sauce too. That prolly explains why it was sourish.
Then we had a M-POP session. Had some videos taken down, it turned out FREAKING HILARIOUS. hahah.
Oh anyway, back to the camera topic.
And so i said, i really want to get a compact camera, like REALLY. not that the fujifilm one isnt good. Just that i felt that i wanted to have a digital cam, a compact cam, a DSLR in future, fisheye maybe.. Well. just lomography please..
oh well .. we'll just see how things go.
Anyway, the wedding yesterday was GREAT, i got to catch up with my old friends. everyone is doing so well now and i just cant help but to feel happy for them. Yet everyone was still the same! Awwww i just miss them all over again. So as we're at the wedding, they were playing some indian songs, and i realised a overly mad woman, sitting next to me shaking her head and singing along with the song, while fiddling with her iphone. i couldnt help but to diss her. and even till now i am still dissing her. many might think this woman im talking about is a stranger to me. Noo wayy. hahaha, she is none other than, Vhiska Yoganandhini. Yes, this indian mama asked me to write about her. and there she have it.
OH.. before i even end this post, i would like to thank my cousin WEIWEI! hahaha, because she motivated me to blog this entry! FYI, its pouring cats and dogs outside. SICK MANN.
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