joe's corner

neighbours


oh well, i had the cravings for desserts so i called samni and salni up hoping that they would be home and would also love to have desserts at joe's corner. and amazingly they were heading back and didnt decline my offer. anyways they said they were driving back and less than 10 mins they texted me to go out and find them. we walked to joe's corner and chatted a bit on the way there. ordered some finger food and chatted even more, we talked abt life and all.


i realised throughout our 13 years of friendship, we've really watched each other all grow up, though our paths might be different and all but nonetheless our friendship still stood strong and even though we dont meet up everyday but the bond was still there and we're all protective of each other.


anyhow, we had brownies with ice-cream with a slice of fresh apricot. it was heavenly and filling. after we footed for the bill sai called and asked where were we. i told him we're at joe's corner and he said rayner and himself were coming. we waited, and when they arrived he straightaway asked if there were still smoothies and all. so RETARDED. he even asked if they used milk, and if they did he wanted a LOW FAT milk, he was seriously cranky.


some pictures to lead you proper. (:




lovely flowers



myself,samni & salni.. and yes they're TWINS



SO BLUR



sai's & rayner's smoothie



that's sai with the caveman look-alike face



SALNI



SAI AND I



3 of us



sai & myself again




camera shy rayner haha!



us 4


oh im so thrilled that im seeing anqi, sam,winson,jingkai and maybe pearllyn tomorrow. its been a while since we last saw each other and its time to meet up. looking forward for dinner. it's late now, i should turn in soon, bye all

liquid kitchen

Wanting to be brand new

well, on saturday jack and maipig came over my place at about close to 11pm, we drove over to gardens had our late dinner at happy daze and we hoped over to liquid kitchen for some edinger. erdinger was superbly awesome, it was light and had a lil sweet lingering taste on ur buds. perfect!





MAIPIG! trying to be artistic





we had no choice but to snap in the loo, no other lightings





3 of us at the petrol kiosk




and on sunday, i caught a train to lil india station and met them there. they were so secretive about where they went earlier and refused me to meet them at bugis instead. when we met up i asked where did they go, that was when they told me they went to the sima road' temple and prayed for me. and while waiting for me at lil india they also went to one of the hindu temples to pray too. im so touched and blessed to have such great buddy and girlfriend with me. i love you both.


yesterday, i met maipig at chinatown after her work, i couldnt help it! because i was craving for KOI'S bubble tea. before that mai asked if i wanted to eat some braised chicken wings and because i havent tried that before thats why i decided to get one haha. see how adventurous? BUT the uncle who was selling it WAS SO RUDE! i cant imagine how his business could still make money with his attitude. it was totally outrageous, first he wanted me to take the plastic bag from him while i was talking to mai by saying "HELLO !!" im so not deaf can? then it was $2 and we didnt want to give him a $50 note so we were digging for coins for him, then he stood right infront of us as if we will run off without paying for that pathetic chcken wings. so retarded right? but anyhow, we paid and left immediately. headed over to KOI ordered our drinks and chatted with xinyu waited for her to end work and we walked her to the train station, watched her went in. then....... we headed for DINNER at some steamboat shop. let me tell you, it was AWESOMELY DELICIOUS! i cant really express how good it was but it was GOOD thats all that i know of. after our sumptous and filling dinner we walked from chinatown downwards to central got a cupp of ice-cream and both shared it. sitting opposite clarke quay admiring the night scenes. then we headed home. I LOVE MAIPIG (=





MAIPIG trying to be funny , someone pls wake her up





SPASM

turning point

;& this shall be my turning point






I'm truly sorry, I'm sorry for not cherishing all of you that have been caring and concerning for me all these while, I'm truly sorry. I know I haven't been a good daughter, a good friend and lastly a good person. I really hope that I'll be given a second chance to prove myself to you. Daddy, mummy and jiejie, I'm really sorry. I know that words can't express how regrettful I am but I just want you all to know that I'm going to change and be a better person.


On thursday night something REALLY bad happened, and I'm totally BLOWN away. It definately served as a wake-up call. A real turning point that I never expected to happen. I regretted doing this. I have always resisted doing it, and never ever given in to the temptations but why that night I did? Why couldn't I be more persistent? Why wasn't I more determined and clear-headed? Why did I went to do something that I clearly know was so so so harmful to me? Why was I so stupid? And let my family down again.


The moment my dad heard my call and the reason of the call, he was totally disappointed. I know, because I could hear his loud sigh and could feel the huge heart-breaking feeling in him. I'm sorry daddy. When the PO called upon me, and I followed him out and through the glass I saw daddy and mummy, my heart sank and fell. I saw my parents who are in their fifties coming all the way down to bring me home. At that point of time, I knew that i was breaking their hearts so much, since I was a child til now I've been such a rebellious kid. And I've never learn to cherish the people around me. Deep down in me, I knew that I love these two old folks so so much but why couldn't I just put my love into actions?


On the car, daddy was on the phone with uncle john and was talking about me. After some time, uncle john said he wanted to have a word with me. When I was on the line with him, O could feel how much he cared for me. He advised me on so many things and tried to console me and told me what was right and how I should handle it. He even said that if anything were to happen, and if i need to go for 1 year, and after I'm out, he'll bring me to migrate to other countries. Uncle john was saying ALL THESE to me. It was the first time I felt so close to him. Like a father, he's been there all these while. But I didnt feel it, I thought he had always been closer to jiejie.


When we reached home, jiejie talked to me after her bath, she was so upset and agitated. We started crying and yelling at me, I've realised my mistakes. She told me uncle john cried while telling her what happened to me. Why do I have to make everyone upset and worried for? Thes two women in my life have been people who've wastched me grow and love me more than anything or anyone else, but I've repeatedly hurt them over and over again.








You might be thinking so hard what I'm talking about. I'm sorry I'm just not saying what is it about. And the reason why I'm only blogging it now is because I couldn't bring myself to do this. I really couldn't, each time I thought to myself that it was time to blog and each time it'll just come to my mind how hard it'll be for me to do so. It's just taking so much of my courage and I'm so upset to talk about. I'm just hoping so hard and praying so hard that on the 26th everything will be ok, IO would tell me that I'll be given a second chance and just continue to study. Last but not least, I just want to apologise to my family and to everyone that loves me.